“How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on… when in your heart you begin to understand… there is no going back? There are some things that time cannot mend… some hurts that go too deep… that have taken hold." - Frodo”—
People look at my modeling pictures, my work in the entertainment journalism world and assume I lead this great life, and most of the time it is, God has really blessed me. But for reasons I dont want to explain, I am the saddest boy in the world, I am fighting depression due to circumstances out of my control, things I cannot seem to get past and facing such a terrible uncertainty it makes it difficult to enjoy even the most beautiful surroundings here in Kauai. God give me the strength to keep going.